Damn! Im fucking up . I almost got in another crash today. What is going on? I cant type, I feel that this pre workout stuff is messing with me. Its making me rush ahead of myself. I cant do anything right . My head is pounding. Im gonna lose it!!! I wanna punch and break stuff but I dont want to deal with the consequences that come with it. Is there a chemical that is messing with me or is it my mind. AHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA I cant handle it . I need somebody.